found the coolest shoes ever!

just stumble upon this site where you can customize your own keds! haha I gotta get my hands on these cus Im struck by how awesome these look. my obsession is atlas/maps stuff so Im a little excited (for nothing I know) right now. anyway, I know it's not time to shop yet, I gotta save money for vegas, which is coming up in 2 weeks, and school. Im not even sure if I have to pay everything out of my pocket. I dont even have a job right now, jesus christ!

for my future shopping reference:

http://www.zazzle.com/traveling_shoes_1689-167083735791920350

after having multiple dreams about zombies I think I've reached the epiphany where I think zombies are real and we will have an outbreak, not soon, but at some point in our human history. dont ask me why I believe in this because I will question your faith in god, too. if anyone can prove to me why they think god exist I will take the time to explain to them how can zombies apocalypse occur

maybe I am kinda crazy

nail polish collection

picture above is just a glimpse of my nail polish collection and how I store them. been buying nail polishes from all over the place. my collection consists of the very popular brands like OPI to Dolly Wink. this is just one of my many money wasting hobbies :)

been neglecting my blog for awhile. not that I am lazy, well, I am but I've been extremely busier than ever. This is the beginning of May and holy crap I didnt realized I got so much to take care of!

anyway, I dont think I am ever too busy to continue to do what I like. I knew Im interested in A LOT of things, but I didnt know my hobbies can be very expensive. If you know me you know I have every expensive taste in things in general. pardon my very simple vocabulary because I am just a simple person. Im no writer after all

soooo at this very moment im obsessed in many things as in addition to my already "strange" sense of interests:

- collecting nail polish

- craving for variety of ethnic foods

- collecting sea shells as decoration

- brown heels

- anything shamanism

- my thirst for great wine

- long/skirt or maxi dresses

- my droid phone. OMG I can now say that I cannot live without my phone! I can read, browse internet, transfer files (word doc. etc.) play games, schedule my plans/events, listen to music, track my period (yay!) use GPS, use my phone as a flashlight and many more all on my phone!

- but what Im obsessed the most is skincare products and interior decorating. I so love my room right now.

sway- bic runga

Don't stray, don't ever go away

I should be much too smart for this

You know it gets the better of me

Sometimes, when you and I collide

I fall into an ocean of you, pull me out in time

Don't let me drown, let me down

I say it's all because of you

And here I go, losing my control

I'm practicing your name so I can say it to your face

It doesn't seem right, to look you in the eye

Let all the things you mean to me

Come tumbling out my mouth

Indeed it's time to tell you why

I say it's infinitely true

Say you'll stay, don't come and go

Like you do

Sway my way, yeah I need to know

All about you

And there's no cure, and no way to be sure

Why everything's turned inside out

Instilling so much doubt

It makes me so tired - I feel so uninspired

My head is battling with my heart

My logic has been torn apart

And now it all turns sour

Come sweeten every afternoon

Now it all turns sour, come sweeten every afternoon

It's time to tell you why, I say it's infinitely true

It's all because of you

dont mind my music, I really like Michael Bolton

today is my second day of working out. yes, I am very sore right now and very sleepy also. I didnt know but I ran 2 miles yesterday and I felt like I was gonna collapse. I asked my friends is it normal and they're like "yes... you just start running so why are you going all out" lol. anyway, I feel good, I feel good to be in shape again.

I dont have a gym membership, but since Im a csulb student, I can use the gym for free. yay us! if I know how gorgeous our gym is I would have gone a long time ago. most of my friends are getting 24 hr fitness but I can workout for free! hehe. the only bad side is that I'll be working out alone lol.

my goal is to get a body like Jolin's. in case you didnt know, Jolin Tsai is a very famous Taiwanese singer. In comparison, she is probably bigger than Brittney Spears in US. I dont know but Jolin is a tiny girl with crazy muscle lol. She is definitely not those typical skinny, weak-looking Asian type. and yep, I wanna gain muscle just like that. Im already skinny so there's no point of trying to lose weight.

my school gym. I'll be spending a lot of time in here from now on.

isnt this gorgeous? when I walk in I feel so relax. i know, not a good word for a gym but I do get that vibe.

havent tried going to the pool yet, maybe summer ;)

there's a lot more in the gym but i really dont wanna post everything. I cant wait to try out everything in there. rock climbing is definitely on my list, I really wanna do that

whats up with guys at the club?

this issue has been lingering in my mind for a while now. for as long as I can remember, every time I go clubbing with the girls I see guys everywhere trying to hit on girls even though clearly the girls do not want to be approach!!

maybe Im just getting older now and it's bugging me to the point where I wanna slap somebody. so my girls and I went to a birthday party at a club last weekend. If you look at the pic below we did not dress to impress, we were pretty casual compare to other girls at the club. ok, so of course the guys would be all up on us anyway just cus we're GIRLS. Guys, please use your eyes and brain that we do not look desperate nor we want to be approach. Most of us are taken anyway and we certainly do not want to meet our soul mates at the club. I dont understand what makes the guys think they have the chance? we look as sophisticate as it gets when other girls look hella sexy. I know they're just fishing around hoping to catch something, but geesh, not all girls at the club want attention from the guys. most of the girls there are there just to have fun dancing with their girlfriends. we dress pretty to impress each other, not for you. guys have such big heads sometimes

anyway, this is the only good pic of us.

and damn, this looks so good right now. The girls are cutting off wine/alcohol for awhile because they are on a diet -__- . this is what we usually do until they decided to be healthy lol

new year, new hair, new lifestyle...

so much to do, so little time. no, not really, I have all the time in the world. I just been very busy lately so this is a cumulative blog. It's everything from a lot of different events up to what I did recently (last week). went to two different birthday parties with completely different type of people, went to my first concert (FAR EAST MOVEMENT), and got a new hair style.. yay! actually it's not really new since I've alway had this hair but I have extensions now so it appears longer. I love it!

being a camera whore just to show how much I love my hair. Your hair can really shaped up your face. I think I look a lot younger too!

at Tina's birthday party with Ny. We hardly take pictures together. I love my makeup here. yes, thats a lot of maekup because I use a lot of bronzer. I pretty much covered myself in bronzer from head to toe ( I was trying to look like sand)

my wine girlies. we have a thing for wine recently :P

So the party has a theme, Under the sea, and apparently no one got dressed up but the birthday girl, Leah, and I. If you cant tell, Tina was a mermaid, Leah was a seaweed, and I am just sand lol. Ny said I look funny here. maybe cus when I smile you cant see my eyes anymore O_O

you can tell that I dont really care for group picture...

I shouldnt have post this up, oh well haha

Tina is hella hot in her costume.

this guy doesnt belong with us. I dont know him!

I was not drunk I swear, I was the most sober one

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so this was when I went to see Far East Movement performing at Sevilla in Long Beach. What should I say with this... I was thrilled and pissed off at the same time. I was thrilled because FM guys were so amazing, but I was pissed off because some stupid girls were bugging me... AND I got yelled by the bouncer because I pushed that girl out of my way. Ok, I wasnt trying to be a bully, if anything the two girls were bullies. They came to the front, where I was, pushing everyone around them. Of course my friends and I are not happy about it and we start to argue with those girls. then what happened? the bouncers did shit even though everyone around us told on him that the girls are cutting people off. Towards the end of the night when I had enough, I push the girl while she was taking pictures and I got yelled at! uuurgh I know I was being feisty, but come on, my friends and I are not a bunch of passive little Asian girls. We might be small, but we'll defend ourselves. dammit, blogging about this pissed me off again. The bouncer was so not fair! cut it short, I was pissed off and happy at the same time. I am not a fan of today's music, but there's something about FM's music that makes me happy

with Phisi. didnt take too many pictures cus we were feeling kinda awdward. too many younger kids (18+ night)

Phishi and Narry

we were right in the pit, thats why there are so much commotions. uuurgh.. so many girls are in love with these guys!

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I dont know why I upload this... just having lunch with the girls. they keep calling me a hippie..

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Getting ready for my friend's birthday

at a lounge in Hollywood-- Libertine. the place is surprisingly relaxing for a lounge

my high school girls. me, Ngim, and Dee <3

someone bought her a cake.

I think she looks like Tila teqilla but waaaay hotter