looks like Ive been neglecting this blog for quite a while now. I have no intention of writing anything, actually, but I am bored out of my mind at the moment.

well, Hi, fellow invisible followers! Ive been great. not as busy as before but I am a little lazy. There is nothing new to be bragging other than Ny's birthday, yay! he is turning 27 next week! haha

Right now I am being very productive. Things happened a lot this past couple months. I would love to talk about it, but that would take too much time. to sum it up I decided break off from my high school friends of more than ten years. Im just tired. Im tired of being the scapegoat of everything. I have to admit that Im the bitchy one in the group, but Im very loyal to my friends and they have no reason to blame me when I decide to leave. but its not even about the hate, its the jealousy that had been lingering in their mind for like ever. Im not gonna go in details, but what kind of friend would not be happy to see you get married? dont think I forget, I still remember this shit. there, this is already a good enough reason to break it off. they did not want to see you happy so why waste your time? Im so easy to get along with so why would you make everything so complicated? if anyone knows me they should know that I dont like complication.

right now my life is right on track of where I wanted to be. I love every minute of it. sometimes I just sit around and think "damn, I am so lucky. pretty much everything just work my way. this is what you call karma. karma may be a bitch, but if all you do is good deeds then good things will follow you as well."